Joshua 24:1–2a, 14–18; John 6:56-69
If,
on a morning, I open my eyes,
My
first decision thereupon lies.
Will
I continue to lie in the bed,
Allowing
my thoughts to run through my head?
Will
I get up and go to the shower,
Regardless
of both weather and hour?
What
of my child, who may want me to stay?
What
of the tasks that call me this day?
From
the minute of waking, there are choices to make,
What
will I give today? What will I take?
I
want to be saintly and say my first thoughts are of God,
But
sometimes they’re not and, in that, I’m not odd.
We
may rise with the sun or maybe at noon,
And
we make hasty promises to get with God soon.
Yet,
that instant, a choice has been made-
The
balance of time against God has been
weighed.
We
can’t do it all. Surely God understands.
Consider
this: did not God make this world, its demands?
But
in each thing we choose, and it is choose
we must
We
have decided in which god we shall trust.
When
we make decisions for work or for pleasure,
With
money or time, talents or leisure,
With
each small decision we leave or we make,
We
are choosing a god for each task’s sake.
When
Joshua says, “Choose this day whom you’ll serve.
My
household and I, from God we’ll not swerve.”
He
means the God of justice and freedom,
The
God who through the desert did lead them.
This
is a God of providence, of mercy and manna
Compared
to others, God proved top banana.
For
the Israelites, Joshua clearly lays out a decision,
Because
they had, in history, treated God with derision.
Sometimes
God seemed so far and so distant,
They
struggled to find God’s mercy consistent.
Yet,
who gave the manna? Who gave the quail?
Who
brought forth the water when the people did wail?
“People
of Israel,” Joshua said,
“Turn
all that you’ve known ‘round in your head.
Think
of the guidance through both day and night,
Think
of God’s grace. Think of God’s might.”
The
people responded, “Our choice has been made.
We’ve
looked around. Only Yahweh makes grade.
Only
one God can say, ‘I am who I am’
Only
one God would work for our father, Abraham.”
So
Israelites promised to serve God whatever may come,
For
richer, for poorer, when happy, when glum.
The
years passed, however, and memories faded.
People
thought of this choice and became jaded.
The
desert, the manna- they all became history.
What
God’s doing now… that became mystery.
It
became easier to feel freed by law and instruction,
Only
society’s rules prevented destruction.
But
that structure left some people wanting,
The
gift of the law could seem rather daunting.
When
onto the scene, this man Jesus appeared.
Some
people rejoiced. Some people jeered.
Then,
and again, he talked about bread
About
life here right now and life after we’re dead.
He
healed sick people, he fed many others,
But
his teaching confused both sisters and brothers.
What
was this about flesh to eat, blood to drink?
A
hard teaching to swallow, most people did think.
Said
his disciples, “Jesus, this is enough.
What
you’re teaching- it’s too much. It’s too tough.
We
don’t like it. We don’t understand.
We’d
like to quit you, but it doesn’t seem that we can.
We’ve
looked around as to where we might go.
The
problem is, there’s some truth we do
know.
Within
a world of struggle and strife,
You
have the words of eternal life.
Only
you have offered hope in the future,
Between
God and us, you are the suture.
Even
though it is hard to stay,
We
cannot leave you or your way.”
The
disciples decided (or most of them did)
It
was with Jesus that they placed their bid.
They
decided, as their ancestors had,
To
be on God’s side couldn’t be bad.
And
so I say to you this day…
“Wait,
Pastor Julia, I’ve something to say…”
“What
is it, my child, what bothers you so?”
“Well,
you’ve confused me. And so I must know
I
thought God chose us. I thought it
was done.
I
thought the war’s over. The fight had been won.
Didn’t
Luther write we’d never say yes…
Without
God’s Spirit, we can’t acquiesce!
If
you tell us, ‘Today you must choose’
Are
you not setting us up… to lose?”
You
are right, my child, in every way.
And
yet you made a choice today.
You
came to be here, to be in communion
To
pray, to eat, to embody reunion.
Each
day, we see gods far and near.
We
can worship success. We can give over to fear.
We
can spend our resources or over-honor our kin,
We
can reverence our bodies from our toe to our chin.
We
can make work our idol, honored, adored.
We
can seek that which gives immediate reward.
But
in the end, it all fails. It all becomes dust.
These
idols- they fade, they die, they rust.
In
the end, what we want is something that lasts,
Something
that goes beyond all other forecasts.
What
can bring order to confusion and strife?
Only
the hope of eternal life.
Eternal
life, both for there and for here.
A
growing, a knowing, a ridding of fear.
This
is what Jesus offers- in body and blood.
Without
that promise, bread and wine are just mud.
Like
us, they’re from dust and to dust shall return,
But
through eating and drinking, still we can learn
That
God has chosen in creation’s favor,
The
presence of Christ is what we savor
When
we gather at table, both willing and able
To
experience Jesus as truth and not fable.
To
trust, to be open, is the choice we must make,
Each
day, in the moment right when we wake.
In
every moment, we choose a god to serve
With
all that we have, each sinew and nerve.
We
have a God on the side of all of creation,
Who
knows and who loves without cessation.
Who
gives us each talents and gives us each gifts,
Who
forgives our sins, who mends our rifts.
Who
with body and blood has chosen to feed us.
Who
through valleys and o’er mountains, has chosen to lead us.
Lord,
where could we go? You made us, you know us.
Now,
through the Spirit, continue to grow us.
God
has called you by name, so as your fear eases,
Choose
your god. Every day. I recommend… Jesus.
Amen.
Comments
I absolutely love, love, love this. If I ever get another preaching gig, I'm stealing the idea--and giving you credit, of course.